A Long Walk To The Beach

I love a long walk on the beach.

Haha, sorry, that was an inside joke. But in all seriousness, I do love a long walk on the beach. What’s not to love? Sun burning your skin, sands melting your open toe… plus your skin gets darker and in certain market, you’ll look more exotic! Yay!

Recently, I’m longing for this long walk on the beach. I mean, I was depressed and kind of need those “FUCK YOU, YOU EVIL CUNT!” scream to the beautiful open ocean. But my stupid financial planning didn’t let me to have a holiday so I stick to lay down on my gym’s swimming pool instead. Life is hard, I know.

But hey ho, sometimes life has its way to turn itself upside down, right to left. I got a job in a-wait for it-tractor company. I was stuttered when my friend offered me this job because who the hell thought I’d be working in a farming heavy machinery company?! But she said I’d be good at it, they need someone to speak English to Japanese expats, um, yeah, weird but ok and boom I got the job.

Basically what I have to do is accompany the Japanese bosses to our farms, which spread around the country. My first business trip is to Tuban, East Java. Here’s the map.


I won’t bore you with the detail, I was at the farm, playing with tractors, getting lost in another farm, yadda yadda. On our last day, we finished early (3 pm). Our hotel is in Tuban city center, and I heard they have beach. So I thought, huh, let’s check that out.

I looked up on Waze and it says it only 1.7 km away from my hotel to the beach. Not bad. I used to walk farther than that in Jakarta.

But hell no, amigo, it’s not that simple. Somehow Waze took me to different route and even though it’s indeed, less than 2 km, it was so.fucking.long.

I walked on a street where only transformer passing by. Several time almost got killed by these giant buses. Saw a few becak on the street and this is what I like about Tuban: the becak is not agressive. No “ayo, naik becak sini!” or something like that. Or maybe they just want to see how far this city girl could walk. Hold my fucking beer. I’m trained for this!

Overall, Tuban is nice to walk around. It’s a small city, although, not the kind of city I would want to spend my old days in. The kind of small city where it’s kind of saying “here’s what we have, take it or leave it, mate.” But they do have good seafood restaurants and something that trying to copy another attraction from another city.

So, 45 minutes later, I arrived at the beach. Pantai Boom Tuban. Hmm, Boom Beach. Is it that good so it’s the BOMB of every beach in northern Java?

Ticket price is only Rp1500, btw.


The beach was utterly, terribly sad. Expectation? White sand, blue sea where I could contemplate all my problems away and letting go everything on the salt water… Nuh-uh. It was dirty, it was dark (it was fucking 4 pm and it looked like its 6!), lots of trees where I saw some suspicious couples doing suspicious things. Perhaps they were just playing chess. Positive thinking, mate.

But you know, I’m all about positivity. I decided to sat on one the bench, open my book and read. It was funny, actually. Imagine this is the kind of beach our govenrment put on the tourism brochure…Indonesia will never known to any tourist for sure.

So that was my long walk to the beach, not on the beach (I don’t mix-up the preposition, hahaha). Followed with another long walk back to my hotel, which was nicer because I took different route through small alley.

And by the end of that week, I finally get my dream beach. Story on that later.



One Way Ticket

“Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Changi International Airport, Singapore. Local time is 11.38, an hour ahead of Jakarta.

For your safety and comfort, please remain seated with your seat belt fastened. Cellular phones may only be used on the terminal building.”

Even so, everyone around me has already turning on their phone. Updating their facebook status (Singapore for work, just landed).Texting relatives/friend/loved ones, telling them that they have arrived safely. Some even make a phone call, under the glaring stare of the flight attendant. My phone was still on my bag, turned off. I have no plan on turning it on any time soon.

It took another five minutes for our plane to taxi and then finally I can get out. I need fresh air. Of course, I wouldn’t get it easier. Sitting on window-seat means you have to be patient, waiting for other people to take their bags and walk through the narrow aisle. Everyone was in such a hurry, yet walked so slowly. Two girls in front of me were busy doing instastory (Hi!! We just landed in SG!) and halt the queue. “Ehm,” I said, trying so hard to be polite. “Can you move, please?” They sneered at me but continue walking, thank god, and finally, here I am.

Terminal 2, Changi International Airport, Singapore. Local time is now 11.50, and without even looking at my watch, I know it’s lunch time. Thankfully I don’t have any luggage; only got my backpack so I don’t have to do another queue. What to eat? It’s Singapore and I always here for the Chicken Rice, but of course the one in this airport is not going to be as good as my favorite one in Maxwell Food Center, Chinatown (and more expensive too). So I walk to Subway, and ordered a 6″ Meatball Marinara Melt, with a pack of Lays and Coca Cola. “That’d be S$9.20, please,” said the waiter. I gave her S$10 and she wished me to have a good day. Thanks, you too, miss.

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I walk to my table with my tray of sub, coca cola and lays, as if I’m walking to accept my Academy Award trophy. Sitting in front of me is a dude with a big carrier on his side. He haven’t touched his sub yet, only moving it side to side, trying to find a good angle before he takes a picture with his phone. One shot. Two shot. Three. There you go, happy, satisfied face as he looks into the the screen. Now the sub is finally get into his mouth.

And I just remembered I haven’t touch my phone at all since I landed here.

I finished my sub, but I don’t feel like leaving the airport just yet. I don’t know where to go anyway; this is one of those impulsive trip I take because I can’t stand staying in Jakarta. I bought a one way ticket, just to see whether I’m going to miss that place or not.

A litmus test. How stupid. And expensive too.

I decided to walk around Terminal 2, just because. Ah, I always want to see the Sunflower Garden, because my friends always talks about it on Instagram. I walk to the nearest directory map hologram, and check where the garden is. Ah, not far, I only have to walk to the second floor. This is the greatest thing about Changi Airport, guide is available everywhere. In just 5 minutes, there I am in the Sunflower Garden.

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It is weird, seeing a garden in the airport, with the background of planes taking off and landing, plus with the noise. Both serene and noisy. It was on the middle of the day, and the sun is striking so not many people were in the garden. There’s a girl taking selfie with huge sunflower next to her. I offered to take her photo. She said thanks, looking happy with the picture I took. I sat around the garden and she joined me. “Thank you! This is going to look soooo good on my Instagram,” she said. I smiled. “Come on, I’ll take your picture too,” she added. “No thanks, I’m good,” I said. I don’t have Instagram anymore anyway, I thought.

I used to have a life that revolved around social media. Taking pictures of this and that, for the sake of Instagram and Path and Facebook. Instastories every moment I had. Until I get sick of it all and decided to deactivate all my social media account. It’s weird how after you decided to ‘close’ your social media account, you also closed the door of networking with your friends. They’re just…gone. Like that. It’s funny how I used to be so attached to my phone and today, it’s just sitting there, inside my bag, turned off. Funny how sometimes it’s that easy to forget things.

I said goodbye to the girl, and walked out the sunflower garden. It’s 2.14 now, I probably should leave the airport soon. I’m taking two flights of stairs to the MRT station, and took out my EZLink card. Still got S$10 on it, should be enough to take me to the city. Waiting on the platform for my train, looking at the map to see where should I took off. Chinatown? I stayed there the last time. Lavender? Nah, too quiet. Marina Bay? Orchard? Yeah, you wish.

“…she said she’ll be waiting for us tomorrow at Bugis, lah. I need to buy some nepalese flag there too,” I overheard the lady next to me talking on the phone. Hmm. I never been to Bugis before. Well, maybe that’s the answer.

My train arrived. It was almost empty, maybe because it’s not the rush hour. From Changi Airport, it’s approximately will take 45 minutes and two transit to get to Bugis. Good, I’ll have enough time to think.

The thing I like about Singapore is that how easy it is to get from one point to another. The train was quiet and clean. As it ride to the center part of Singapore, my mind begin to wander..

How did I get here, without a ticket home? I remember my friend once said that humans are naturally afraid of commitment. I doubt that, because even for a simplest thing like buying ticket, we always commit to a return ones. It’s so seldom people bought a one way ticket. Unless they actually want to leave.

Was I ready to leave? Is that why I bought this one-way ticket? Maybe. Nothing holding me back. I’m so sick of Jakarta, of it’s traffic, of the polutions, I’m fed up with my job. But mostly…

I hate Jakarta because it’s the place where you and I met. And fell a part terribly.

So this one-way ticket is the answer. I will not go back.

“Bugis..Bugis..please mind the platform gap.”

I get off from the train and walk towards the exit gate. It’s a 10 minutes walk, and I thought about how I’d love to live here, just because I can walk more. After exiting the MRT station, I took left to the Kampong Glam area.

Bugis really has changed since I visit Singapore 5 years ago. It is now colorful and vibrant, full of trendy and hipster cafes/bar. Most of the wall painted with graffiti, and I see most people stopped to take pictures. I wonder what it’d look like at night.


Almost every corner of this area is what kids these days would say “instagrammable”. Very hip, very “now”, and I’m not saying it in a bad way. I bought a mineral water from seven-eleven nearby, talked to the girl behind the counter and she said Bugis is where young Singaporean enterpreneur start their business. “These shops owned mostly by young people, and everything is made in Singapore,” she said, proudly. That is pretty awesome.

The 7-11 girl recommend me to stay at 5Footway Inn, only a block away from the stores. I walk there, and found a nice, minimalist looking hostel. Lucky me, they still have room. 20S$ per night and I get free Milo and breakfast all day! Wohoo, what a great deal. I went to see my room and for 20 bucks, it’s not bad at all. Not bad at all. I throw myself to bed, my phone still inside my bag. Turned off.


I fell asleep, and woke up feeling hungry. I need my chicken rice now! And I know exactly where to get it.

Singapore’s Chinatown at night is more enjoyable than in the afternoon, I think. The weather is chilly, less crowd and with all the lights on the lantern, everything just look so beautiful. I took a seat in Chinatown Night Market, where I just ordered my chicken rice with Singha Beer. As I sip my beer, my mind again wander to a place where I don’t really fond of now..

“You don’t like beer, why are you ordering it?” You said, laughing when I cringe as I drank my beer.

“Yeah but you like it! I would like to know better something that you like,”

“Plus, I always like the taste of beer when it’s from your mouth,” I added.

You laughed. Then you kissed me.

And my Singha Beer suddenly taste way too bitter.


After finishing my dinner, I walked randomly around Chinatown area. I remember there’s a neighbourhood nearby called Ann Siang Hill, so I walked there. I can see line of restaurants (looks like fancy one) but most of them are closed. So I just walk to the next block, see what they have.

The street sign says “Club Street” but no club to be found. Instead, it was a street of pubs and bars, and seems like a place for expatriate in Singapore to hang out. Compared with Ann Siang Hill, Club Street at night really live up to its name (eventhough without a club at all), a place for drinks and fun.

I picked a pub and sat there. This time, I got Gin & Tonic. I don’t need anything to remind me of you again tonight.

After 11, it’s impossible to get a taxi in Singapore. I stood on the sidewalk for about 15 minutes, and no taxi want to stop for me. Damn. At this hour, the MRT already stop operating.

So I guess I have to walk. No big deal, Chinatown to Bugis is not that far. Only 5 km.

I used to walk everywhere in Jakarta, except during the night. I don’t think it’s very safe, eventhough you keep saying that Jakarta is safer than any other places in the world. “It’s even safer than UK!” you said that as we walk through a dark alley in Menteng after strolling around the area, spending our weekend. I remember how I told you not to pass that alley but you remind me that it’s all safe. I know that I’m safe with you.

And now I’m walking in the street of a city in a stranger country. On my own. I don’t feel afraid at all. Not because this is Singapore, where crime rates are low and everything is safe. Maybe because I’m numb already. Broken heart does makes you fearless sometimes, although it comes with painful nights of crying yourself to sleep.

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I don’t really remember what time I get to my hostel last night. I’m still wearing the same clothes that I wore last night, means I’m that tired of walking.

I got my breakfast at the hostel and leave to see more of Bugis. Cute shops selling hipster clothing. Hipster barbershops. More hipster stuff. Again, I’m not saying it in a bad way. It actually pretty awesome to see these young Singaporean create their own business. They seems really know who their market is and how to attract them. Along the street, I saw many, many people taking pictures. I can just imagine what you’re going to say if you’re here.

“I don’t get why people taking pictures with scenery behind them. They basically ruining the photo!” you said while scrolling your instagram feed.

“Yeah but that’s how they say ‘look at me here in this beautiful place'” I leaned to your shoulder.

You don’t have any faces in your instagram. Not you, not me. I don’t mind because it’s filled with all the places that we explore together.



I had my lunch at Maxwell Food Centre, not very far from Chinatown. I was going to buy chicken rice from Tian Tian, but the queue was waaaay too long. No wonder, the small stall got a Michelin-star, and famous as one of the best chicken rice in this country. I’ll just settle for ordinary chicken rice now.

The food center was hot and humid, and almost every table was occupied. Yet, I’d still prefer this place than anywhere else. Less than 7S$ for a meal, what more could you ask for?

Of course unlike Jakarta, you can’t linger here for long. After finishing my meal, I walk out to Chinatown (yes, again) and just wandering around. One of the thing that I like about Chinatown is that they sell ridiculous, odd stuff. I saw the rubber chicken, weird toy with weird noises that I brought for you a year ago. I almost about to take a pic of that thing with my phone, then I remember.

Stay away from your phone.

And I leave Chinatown. Maybe I need to walk some more to forget about you.



Kinokuniya Orchard Road. One of my favourite place in Singapore. The bookstore is so big, I could lost in there (and I don’t mind). This is one of the place where you’d go and doesn’t even know where to start. The book was arranged alphabetically, by genre, by popularity and even everything was so tidy, I still don’t know where to start.

There’s Kinokuniya too in Jakarta, but this one in Singapore has much more books. Most of the book here doesn’t exist in Kinokuniya Jakarta, so it feels like a treasure box for me.

Sadly, even bookstore brings you back to my head. I saw David Sedaris and Chris Cleave’s books, and was wondering if you already read that one. I pick it up. Just in case.


I finished my Big Mac, then walk outside to Orchard MRT station. I just get on the train randomly, and get off in Raffles Place. Walk outside, to the bridge where I can see Marina Bay Sands from afar. The thing I love about a city, any city: the lights. From this distance, Marina Bay look very grand, yet not intimidating.

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How did I get here? How did we become this? Two people who used to be so fond of each other, to strangers?

It’s been more than 24 hours of me being far from you, from the city where I met and fall in love with you. Maybe I could do this. Maybe I could really use this one way ticket. To never go back.

I reached my phone on my bag, and turned it on.

8 new messages. Mom, office’s whatsapp group. You.


That’s it, that’s your only message.

I open Traveloka app on my phone and type something in there. After 15 minutes, my phone blinking again.

1 new e-mail.

“Congratulations! You have booked your flight to Jakarta by Traveloka.”

I’m going home.

A fiction, of course.

2017, The Fresh Start

It’s the new year again. 2016 felt quite long though, as I had experience too many ups and downs. It’s like a freaking roller-coaster, I’m not sure I’m going to say that was pleasant or not.

I remember at the beginning of 2016 I just got a new job as an editor of a lifestyle magazine. It’s like a dream; I get to write about Jakarta and in English and get to meet lots of new people, attend fancy events… I also got a lot of freelancing job, made me super rich for about 5 months (I spend all the money to travel around SEA and India and HK).

Then, everything gone wrong. The magazine hit an iceberg on June and we have to stop publishing. I don’t have any income for about 3 months, then get a new job that I hate to the bones. That was depressing time, I never realized my job meant that much to me and not having one back then feels like the end of the world.

On the much brighter side, I did travel a lot last year. I went to Singapore three times, just for hunting books I can’t find in Jakarta. Then I got invited to Mumbai, and made a stopover in Hong Kong on my way back to Jakarta. Went to Bali with Pandhu before he’s getting married this year. I did an impulsive solo trip to Vietnam, doing nothing but drinking coffee and reading books and walking around Ho Chi Minh City. Then for my birthday trip, my boyfriend treat me to Bali & Jogja! It was such a pleasant time, we had fun, we visit lots of cultural places I’ve never been to in Bali before.

So that was my 2016. I just got a new job now that I’m pretty fond of. I’m still trying to figure out everything, what I want to do and my goals for the future. I’m not sure I’d have time (or money) to travel a lot this year but I do have some plans. Let’s just hope it all going well, and please no more tough roller coaster. Here’s for 2017!


Syahdu di Gua Maria

Langit mulai gelap. Tempat saya duduk hanya diterangi lampu neon dan cahaya lilin di bawah patung Bunda Maria. Hari sudah mulai malam, tapi rasanya masih enggan beranjak dari tempat ini.

Beberapa waktu lalu, saya bersama seorang teman mengunjungi salah satu bangunan tua dan legendaris di Jakarta: Gereja Katedral di Jakarta Pusat. Sudah sering kali saya melewati bangunan bergaya neo gothik ini, tapi belum pernah sekalipun masuk ke dalamnya. Akhirnya pada saat itu, bersama teman saya yang kebetulan beragama Katolik, kami berkesempatan melihat seperti apa bagian dalam gereja yang dibangun persis di depan Masjid Istiqlal ini.

Biasanya, pengunjung tidak bisa masuk ke dalam gereja melalui pintu utama, kecuali bila ada acara besar. Namun kebetulan saat kami tiba sedang ada acara seminar sehingga pintu utamanya terbuka.

Di pintu utama, kami disambut patung Maria dan tulisan ‘Beatam Me Dicentes Omnes’, yang berarti “Semua keturunan menyebut aku bahagia”. Jantung saya berdegup kencang: ini adalah untuk pertama kalinya saya, seorang muslim, masuk ke dalam sebuah gereja.

Masuk melalui pintu utama, langsung sampai di ruang umat. Jejeran kursi-kursi untuk para jemaat beribadah menyambut kami. Langit-langit gereja ini begitu tinggi, khas bangunan antik. Di bagian depan, ada beberapa altar yaitu Altar Utama yang berhiaskan relief dan patung ke-12 murid Yesus, lalu relikui altar Maria dan Altar Yoseph. Di sampingnya, ada sebuah pipa orgel yang baru saya ketahui buatan Belgia pada 1988.

Kami tidak lama duduk di dalam gereja, karena mulai ramai untuk misa malam. Keluar lewat pintu samping, kami pun menuju Gua Maria.

Saya baru tahu, bahwa setiap Gereja Katolik pasti memiliki Goa Maria. Kabarnya, Goa Maria yang ada di Gereja Katedral Jakarta ini sangat mirip dengan Goa Maria di Lourdes, Prancis. Saat mendengar namanya, saya kira Goa Maria adalah benar-benar sebuah gua untuk umat Katolik berdoa.

Ternyata, Goa Maria adalah semacam altar untuk beribadah  dan ziarah kepada Bunda Maria. Beberapa orang tengah berdoa dengan khusyuk saat saya menjejakkan kaki di Goa Maria. Tempat duduknya dibuat panjang-panjang dari keramik, menghadap patung Bunda Maria yang diletakkan di atas bebatuan. Di bawahnya, terdapat lilin-lilin yang dipergunakan untuk berdoa. Saat itu menjelang maghrib, semilir angin membawa wangi bunga-bunga yang menghiasi Goa Maria membuat suasana semakin syahdu.

Teman saya berdoa sejenak, berlutut di hadapan patung Bunda Maria. Saya duduk menunggu di kursi paling belakang, sambil menikmati suasana tenang ini. Beberapa orang datang dan berdoa. Sementara itu suara pengajian menjelang adzan maghrib dari Mesjid Istiqlal di seberang sayup-sayup terdengar.

Saya tidak pernah membayangkan, di Jakarta yang sepadat ini, ada sebuah tempat yang begitu tenang, tak terusik ramainya suasana kota. Sebuah tempat peribadatan yang berusia lebih dari 100 tahun, yang tak tergerus zaman di tengah kota metropolitan.

Terima kasih sudah boleh berkunjung, Bunda Maria 🙂


Sudah Kemana Saja?

Kalau bertemu rekan-rekan seprofesi, ada pertanyaan yang (biasanya) selalu muncul:

“Habis liputan kemana saja akhir-akhir ini?”

Biasanya saya cuma menjawab dengan senyuman saja. Atau tertawa. Saya sebenarnya sedang menghindari pertanyaan semacam ini: karena saya, seorang jurnalis travel, sudah berbulan-bulan tidak pergi kemana-mana.

Nggak usah dibahaslah kenapa saya yang biasanya dapat liputan keluar kota tiap sebulan sekali, tahun ini jadi gersang sekali. Apalagi di kantor lama (sudah enam bulan ini saya menempati kantor baru dengan posisi sama). Mungkin memang belum rejekinya.

Tapi gak terhindarkan, saya iri sama teman-teman seprofesi. Ada yang baru pulang dari liputan luar negeri, langsung lanjut ke Indonesia Timur. Ada yang dua minggu sekali ikut maskapai. Ada yang tahun ini sudah tiga kali ke luar negeri. Impian saya ke Raja Ampat tahun ini juga sepertinya harus pupus.

Sedih sekali? Iya pasti. Esensi dari pekerjaan saya adalah traveling. Kalau nggak jalan, ya nggak dapat berita. Tapi lama kelamaan bosan juga mengeluhkan hal sama…dan saya menyadari satu hal. Traveling ya bukan berarti harus jauh. It literally means ‘go’..so here I go.

Akhirnya saya inisiatif jalan-jalan sendiri. Ke Pelabuhan Ratu, ke Lembang, ke Bandung. Bahkan saya gak bosan-bosannya keliling Jakarta naik bus wisata (dan menemukan tempat-tempat yang belum pernah saya ketahui sebelumnya). Rasanya semua keresahan terjawab.

Jadi ya itu. Sebenarnya semua yang kita inginkan sudah di depan mata. Nggak perlu fancy, nggak perlu jauh. Cukup niat yang tulus dan kebesaran hati sudah cukup 🙂

Btw, saat menulis ini sebenarnya saya baru pulang tugas dari Semarang. Kota yang mirip dengan Jakarta, dan liputan yang menyenangkan karena berbeda dari liputan sebelumnya 😀

Jalan-jalan keliling kota paling random sama Galuh :D

Jalan-jalan keliling kota paling random sama Galuh 😀

Spending Night in The Border of Indonesia

What is it like to stay at the Indonesia-Malaysia border? Try coming to Entikong, a border town between Indonesia and Malaysia in West Kalimantan.

Entikong is a small village with only one major road. From the gate of Entikong to the border post is only 10 kilometers away by this road. The life of this little town centered on it.

There are only few one-star hotels in Entikong, which is usually used by tourists or bus & truck driver who could not get into the border post. The border post in Entikong is not open all day, it is only open from 07.00 am to 05.00 pm.

Therefore, the life in Entikong depends on the borders.

However, the Entikong border post is a very interesting place. It’s very green, surrounded by small hills makes the atmosphere of the area looks like in the middle of a valley. At the entrance gate, lies a tall monument where Pancasila written on it.

Entikong's Border Post

Entikong’s Border Post

Near the border post you can find Edidas Market. This market only open when the border post is open. When I visited it at 04.30 pm, most of the shops in this market has been closed.

The goods sold in Entikong is mixed product of Indonesia and Malaysia. You can find a pile of rice and gas made in Malaysia with packs of Indonesian branded oil near it.

The diversity of people who live in Entikong is also unique. The majority are Dayak people and Malay, though you can see some migrants from Java.

In the evenings, Entikong is like a ghost town. Almost the entire city was dark, the only lighting you can see is from the home that lies on the side of the road. Not all shops are closed though, several restaurants and cafes are still open. When the border post close, it also shutting down the life in Entikong.

On Becoming a Journalist

Beberapa pekan lalu, ada teman saya yang bertanya. “Kenapa masih mau jadi wartawan sih mut? Gaji nggak seberapa. Ya emang sih, lo bisa traveling gratis. Tapi kalau lo cari kerja di bidang lain, lo bisa lebih santai. Sabtu-minggu-tanggal merah libur, gaji lebih besar. Lo bisa nabung, dan uangnya bisa biayain lo traveling juga kan?”

Waktu itu, saya hanya tersenyum mendengarnya. Bukan berarti hal itu nggak pernah terlintas juga di pikiran saya. Tapi…

Memang akhir-akhir ini saya sering mengeluhkan ke teman-teman mengenai masa depan saya di bidang kuli tinta ini. To be honest, salarynya masih ya gitu deh. Yang paling saya khawatirkan adalah saya sudah hampir dua tahun bekerja, usia juga sudah mau 24. Tapi belum bisa menabung. Saya iri dengan teman-teman yang mulai bisa nabung untuk cicil DP rumah, apalagi harga rumah itu setiap tahun bisa naik sampai 10 juta!

Saya pernah baca (lupa dimana). Katanya kalau mau kaya raya ya jangan jadi wartawan. Sampai kapanpun wartawan gajinya ya akan segitu. Untuk penghidupan yang cukup, bukan lebih. Kalau mau kaya raya, jadi pengusaha saja.

Dan saya (sampai tulisan ini diketik) masih memutuskan untuk tetap jadi wartawan saja.

Ada terlalu banyak alasan saya untuk bertahan di sini dibanding alasan saya untuk meninggalkannya. Yes, the salary is not good. Yes, liburnya lebih sedikit dibanding orang lain. Tapi…

Pengalaman yang didapat itu luar biasa. I mean, saya yakin setiap pekerjaan pasti ada manfaatnya, pasti memberikan pengalaman yang berbeda. Tapi yang saya dapat selama hampir dua tahun jadi jurnalis ini benar-benar hampir sama dengan apa yang saya impikan.

Bukan hanya tentang “traveling gratis, dibayarin pula!”. Tapi bagaimana mendapat pengalaman perjalanan berbeda yang mungkin tidak semua orang bisa merasakannya. Seperti April lalu, saat saya, beberapa rekan wartawan dan tujuh orang wanita berpetualang dari Pontianak, masuk ke Malaysia melalui jalur darat. Kalau saya pergi sendiri, belum tentu saya mau lewat jalan itu.

Atau waktu tahun lalu, saat ikut acara Sail Morotai di Maluku Utara. Saya beruntung sekali dapat kesempatan ke salah satu pulau terluar di Indonesia, yang dulunya bekas pendaratan tentara Amerika Serikat saat Perang Dunia II. Kalau bukan karena liputan, sepertinya tidak akan mungkin saya kesana.

Belum lagi apa yang saya lakukan di pekerjaan ini: menulis. Saat menulis, rasanya jari-jari ini terbang ke tempat lain. Imajinasi membuka, tangan seakan jadi perpanjangan kaki untuk melangkah melihat dunia. For me, writing is liberating. Saat-saat menulis adalah saat ketika saya merasa memiliki kuasa akan sesuatu, and for a moment its like i own this world.

Saya percaya, uang bisa membawa kita kemana saja. Tapi tentunya harus dibarengi dengan kemauan. Belum lagi ditambah kebutuhan-kebutuhan. Semakin banyak uang akan semakin banyak pula yang harus dibayar. Tagihan listrik, cicilan rumah, dll, dsb, dst.

Jadi itulah, alasan saya bertahan menjadi jurnalis. Saya percaya with passion then comes money. And at least inspite of everything, it makes me happy.

Dan di dunia yang katanya ruwet sekarang ini, kebahagiaan itu kabarnya semakin sulit dicari. Saya beruntung menemukannya 🙂